Wednesday, December 3, 2008

First Time Hurts

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Yeah, I'm still an alcoholic and I still haven't get rid of my yellow raincoat. I was looking for some cool pictures of Matadepera to show you guys, but all I found were drunk faces, so I decided to hang my drunk face in Matadepera.

You're not gonna believe this... It's my first post in here! Shame on me. It's gonna be quick and painless. Since I came back from our city I've been thinking of us in there. I miss all that. Being with some of you back here in Barcelona it's been strange, specially with the ones I'm not usually seeing (people visiting for a couple of days). Why did it took me so long to write in here? Because it took me a long time to accept that we won't go back there. I mean, I knew, but I didn't wanna know. I'm studying for my exams now (again), so I have plenty of time to think (always a bad thing). I've been avoiding that kind of thoughts since july. Yeah, I'm that kind of weak person. Actually, today it's been the first day that I've opened the "Amsterdam" folder on My Pics. I watched like 20 of Moflo's videos and I realized that I miss being there with you guys, and that there's no point in hiding it from myself. It will be one of the best years of my life and it's basically because of you. Someday, when my son tells me that he's going to Amsterdam with some friends to smoke some weed and fuck some whores, I will be able to tell him that I was there many years ago with some friends that did that as well ("and what did you do there, daddy?") So, today, 2nd of december, I'm officially an ex-erasmus.

Everything here's fine. I've been seeing some of the catalan people often and I enjoyed all the visits as if I was back in Amsterdam. I've been reading and stalking (nice word, Mahsa) all the ones who I haven't got the chance to see (so far). I'm really looking forward to new year's eve in Barcelona. I hope I can see all of those who are not coming as soon as possible.


I miss hanging out with you guys. I miss you.


8 comments:

. said...

Rubia!!!Finally some words of you here..Study time, you know I understand it.. I am also doing a paper..hehe.(without Pierre is not the same..)
I like you opening your "blondie hart". I knew you also have one..
You know I am going back in two days..I will go to play dards where I used to fuck your ass almost every day, it will be soo easy this time..
Hope to see you soon.

I miss you Brother..

Conde

Anonymous said...

...nothing to say , we allready know everything..
I love u man



Robin

Anonymous said...

Adrian!!!!
Don't ever lose the yellow raincoat or the drunk face.
I'm in Finals for the next three weeks here too. But studying is not the same without all of you, with a break every 10 minutes to eat or watch Las Vegas.
I wish i could join you guys for New Years. Take lots of photos for me.
Love you
Mahsa

Cathie said...

wow, poetry. I'm crying. I miss u guys.

Anonymous said...

wow adria a really emotional post. You have described exactly the way we feel right now. I'm also studying, so.. a lot of time to think about my ex-life. What is more yesterday i was explaining to my friends the reason of "mariconchi"..jaja, and I remembered a lot of good times.It's nice to hear from you and I am extremelyyyy happy of being able to see you very very soon.

Love u!!xxx

Sonso

Anonymous said...

Hhahaha, Adriá!! I haven,t read the post for a long time, and here you are,... I,m impressed! It,s always nice and (and maybe quite painfull, I would add) to hear from you, guys,... Memories, you know, ....( I,m sure you,ll understand the feeling).

I,m really excited about Matadapera,s trip and I,m counting the days for that thing!!

Anyway, Why is everybody saying that they are studying? Am I the only one that is as always,.... OMG!!!

Love you Adria, take care my friend, See you,
Mario

Anonymous said...

Hahah Mario!!
We just say "study" but you really know how we actually study

-mahsa

Anonymous said...

I have to say I'm studying, otherwise Hélène will chop my balls. The Advanced exam went ok, I'm a little bit worried because during the Listening part, my head was somewhere else and I was thinking about everything but the exam. We'll see...

Love you guys!